Sweet Memories

Sometimes I caught myself in deep thoughts. Thoughts about the past. I still remember the sweet memories about young love. My age has override my youth, I'm getting older and see things differently than I used to. Where has that time gone to? I feel like I want to live once again in those sweet magnificent years with my friends.

Right now I'm no longer near them, the gap between us is wider than before since I had moved away from the City, but it is not all bad, I found myself at peace and there's no longer mind chattering that keep me down. I feel so liberated.

I really want to re-live the time where I keep my friends near me, and talk to them from my heart-space sanctuary. I lost some friends, the bond between us is broken, somehow I wish I could retrieve back that time so I can say or do things differently, but that time is over now.. there's no longer possible to undo what I had done and said. We seems to live in different space and time also. All I wish is that they live happily and are in good health.

There's not much to complain about, and I'm not the type to complain. Time changes the heart of mankind, and everyone is reaching a higher consciousness. My work is done for now, I attain the peace I wished for and there's no raging war inside me. Isn't that what we all wish for? I hope most people will find and attain that peace for themselves, just like I did.

Love conquer all. There's no obstacle that love can't defeat. Really, love is the only power to overcome the most obstacles that men are struggling with. I want to keep my faith and sanity, just so I can keep up with the time ahead, at least I know I'm not alone anymore.

The sun is shinning brightly these days, melting away the snow. Spring is here to stay for awhile before summer set in. I'm looking for the laughter of children, playing outside with their friends, and I will reminisce the time I was a kid myself, playing with my friends.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Unchanging

It doesn't matter if the sun never appear or the rain keeps falling. It doesn't matter if the weather keep changing, my love for you will never decrease, the wind may stand still and the leaves on the tree may wither and die, but I will remain as the air you're breathing, that way my love will never change.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Let's Be Playful As Children.

If I was to shine alone, I would shine as bright as I can, so that my dreams won't be dimmed, or be swollen by the mistrust of the mind. I will not loose hope and be in despair to see that this world might turned black and cold endlessly, but I will keep myself open to new possibilities and reach out my hand to people who needs my light.

I'm like a light bulb, been turned on by the love force which encircled around the whole globe at this moment. The universe is my home and I indulge myself in it. I play in the garden of Eden, and gets curious about life. I'm childlike and innocent.

I wonder why would anyone harm a childlike person as I am? I don't understand how the mind can misguide one so much to make one kills or doing harmed to people or even a child. This world needs love, and light, much love is needed to transmute the negativity in the air.

We are one with nature once we are outside, smelling the air and floating with the wind, we're not any different from the trees. We must be rooted to be grounded firmly in the ground, so when the storm comes we would not be uprooted by it but standing firmly on the earth.

Let's reunite with Mother Earth and hers inhabitants. Let's play together in her Garden, let's not chase after the butterflies, but sitting still and let them come and sit on our shoulder. Let's be as children again, playing playfully with each other and shines together into the new heaven on earth.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Return My Love

Return, my love,

You have departed from the shore,

Sailing on your journey away from me.

I'm here, waiting patiently for your return.

Your heart is like jewel

Worth thousands times more than a single breath.

Return, my love,

Your home is here;

Heart-shaped inside of me.

Your light shines like a gemstone

In rainbow colors when the sunbeams shines on it.

You're shining as a beacon afar from shore,

When you departed, my love,

My heart skipped a beat in loneliness,

You must please return.

Will you return back to where you have longed to dwell;

Your heart-shaped temple -

Please return, my love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Being Vulnerable - Unbreakable

Beloved,

I'm moved by the thoughts of love, lovely thoughts embedded in my heart. It keeps me in alignment with the familiar feelings of fresh new sun beams, caressing and cuddling me to awaken to a soft morning. My being is like a flower who needs nourishment and love to flourish.

I might be breakable by the touch of a lover, like a fragile crystal vase when it's broken, it's hard to mend. But my divine heart is not like a crystal vase, it's like a sponge absorbing every last bit of love into itself. Perhaps I can open myself up and let myself be vulnerable to know that I will not be harmed in any way.

Being vulnerable is not at all a bad thing, but if I keep trying to mend my human heart anew I might get hurt by the sharp pieces that were left there on the ground.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

The Laughter of Innocence Children

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Eye of Prince, I miss your flute.. please play for me.

Eye of Prince: Once upon a time, in a Land of songs. There Lived a girl, who's songs were so beautiful that all others who sang, were still and silent once she began. Her name was amaia))))(((her voice created butterflies from thin air, tears from heaven, in fact, one day God the Father sent her a boy with a magic flute to play as she sang, for he missed her so. Now everyday, that Boy plays and she sings to the seventh heaven, and The earth became a paradise as it was when all began. We all Lived happily ever after, floating as butterflies.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: I will sing the song of heaven while I listen to your flute. We create dynamic feelings within our core by our songs to Father God. Let heaven return to earth while we cover our mother earth into sleep. I want to sing, I want to dance, I want to fly with my butterfly wings, flutter around the flowers... I want to float on air and rest my wings on the clouds.

Eye of Prince: AHhhh already you are all you wish to be (((((LOVE))) shines so pure through your eyes, jasper from the soil) (((white garments of saints cover yóu)))))) there is a ladder to the beating heart of heaven, hold my hand sistar, let us go into the dreaming eye of GOD. See the worlds within unfold like orchids in the wild morning, taste the juices of fruits in venusian gardens. Open your mouth, taste the purple rain!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh, you dance so well, the earth is quaking with rhythm. Eye see her feet, moving as one with yours... Harp so beautiful, a hole in the sky is full of cupid and his friends!! Golden arrows set upon man and woman, all must Love, for you are breathing!

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: With a love so pure and bright, we shines like shimmering snowflakes through the night. White fairy dust cover our skins and make it smooth as a baby face. Haha, it's humorous to be able to be silly.. let's laugh and enjoy our life to the fullest!!

Eye of Prince: ((((((((((Yah)))))))))))))

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Sunshines and love, keeps me in alignment with the familiar feelings of fresh new sun beams, caressing and cuddling me to awaken to a soft morning. I can hear the laughter of innocence children playing outside, it is such glorious morning.

Ocean Of Love

Beloved,

I'm floating on air - sky high. Deep down I know that I will fall, fall into love and let myself sweep off my feet by the glorious sky. I immerse myself in your love pool and drink all that I can drink.

"I want to bombard you with my love to make sure that you get enough."

Everything in this world is not only black and white. The skies can go from pink to violet and from violet to golden light. This world is colorful once you put on your love glasses and sees with your inner eyes.

When you dip into the ocean of love, bathing yourself in joy and delight, you will find how smooth the water makes your skin to feel, and once you get back to shore, your heart will absorb every love vapor that is left into itself to lessen your thirst for more love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ