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Crystallized Butterfly

“Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.” ― Kahlil Gibran

Showing posts with label HONESTY. Show all posts
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Sunday, January 15

My Sweetness.



When the holy bell rings, arise my love, my Miracle, do not look after me, just know that I'm your shadow, I will follow you with each step you take. I might not be your prince in this lifetime, but I'll certainly love you as a lover loves himself.

When the holy bell rings twice, and darkness surrounds your being, don't look down my love, look up to the sky where all stars lies.

When the holy bell rings the third time and you haven't seen the sun yet, don't be anxious for me, my dear; your shadow. Know that the moon will lighten up your way as you look forward without any doubt of what to do, march now towards your goal with easy steps.

The moon and the stars lend me a helping hand to be there for you every step of your way in the dark hours. This is my promise; light is always within your heart. And you will see the sun in a different light, for it will be lightly caressing and kissing your skin with its warmth when it rises again in the morning.

There is so much love in this universe for you to indulge yourself into. Ask and you will receive, knock and the door will be open, believe and you will see. Have faith, if not in me, then at least in yourself. Remember what I told you, be your Higher Self and remember your royalty. I've known you long before we met, and that is what I see in this lifetime, when I look into your eyes.

We are as one in two bodies, and the love I feel deep down my heart, is the love I know you have within you as well. That's the only reason for me to believe in you. I believe you can make wonder wherever you go, by merely be there with your royalties and beauty without even to saying a word. Your presence is enough for a man to bow his head to silently or even loudly contemplate the love and beauty in his own inner Goddess.

If you still can't hear the holy bell ring in your inner ears, knows that deep down you already are the holy bell when you spoke words of wisdom and clarity with your soft firm voice. Your love for the world is what sustain you and it's what remain inside my heart endlessly.

These words are not written to be read out loud for those who can't read only, but also to those who can't hear to silently feeling the vibration inside their core. They all know about Miracle and I pray, they might also understand what Miracle stands for. Who are they? Little did they know, that Miracle is in their hearts and they too must believe in themselves to understand that they are Miracles as well.

That way, they will protect you... my Miracle, my love. I ask them to keep this little secret, to never speak of you in an ill manners. Because you're to me Holy and you're to be holy, complete and whole; in all ways.

I ask of you, to see yourself as whole and holy, sit on your throne and know your worth, that's the only way you'll protect my kingdom of heaven and me with my Miracle without any fault. Remember this little secret that I yearned to whisper in your ear if I was to be there beside you; Miracle is you, you're Miracle; Whoever you think you are.

Tell me now, what do you want? Tell the universe of your desire, Miracle, and always focus with accuracy of the thing you wish to have and know with certainty that you will receive it. Feels it, that you are the lover of my life, and you shall be treated with respect and honor.

Why wouldn't I give my lover what she so dearly desire, didn't she know that I AM her Universe and she is my sweetness I secretly tucked inside my own inner depth of soul?

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ
Posted by Crystallize at Sunday, January 15, 2012 0 comments
Labels: ADMIRATION, DEVOTION, HEALING, HOME, HONESTY, LOVE, LOVE LETTERS

Tuesday, January 10

Crystallized Butterfly


I really like the idea of being a butterfly. I've been searching and reading articles about ascension and starseed.. and you might think I'm crazy who believes in it. But actually... I'm going down that path already. One day, you might think I'm all crazy who talk in a rhythmic way.. rhyming and singing my heart song. I love my heart song...

I don't want to brag or 'broadcast myself' (just like my inner voice is telling me not to do; "do not broadcast yourself") I'm listening and "obeying" my inner voice with respect. It's not like I want people to think that I'm crazy and it doesn't matter if they do, but I want it to be real. If I suddenly want to sing my heart song, it must be because I feel like it.

"Crystallized butterfly, butterfly crystallized, doesn't matter what it is, it is unconditional love, all right!"

You see, I love my inner voice, but seriously, how could anyone desire to harm me if I'm being all innocence with pure love and light? Just like a child looking at life with wonder and amazement...En-gg-lish.

Maybe it's a good idea to take English class and start it all over again. It's so confusing to suddenly being all frustrated.......(and stop for a few short 'thinking-break' to correct what I was writing.... ) because I don't know if it's correct or not! You see... what I mean about being 'me'...

I really don't mind being a crystallized butterfly, or in your or other people's term, being all crazy. Everything in this world is not just black and white you know. Because I'm being myself, that my life seems to be more colorful. "And if you find happiness in being who you are, then there's no need to be someone you're not... follow happiness, be that which make you happy." You see, it's truly a bliss to be who I really am, that I am.... Do you understand what I mean, with I am, that I am?

I love my inner voice, it's wise and other time full of wits and funny ideas about life! Do not misunderstand me, I don't mean your life, I mean mine.... My Life. I don't know what your inner voice is telling you, but mine tells me only what I want to hear, even if it hurts, but truth hurts, I must learn to live with honesty and grace.... I love my butterfly wings, one day, I will truly flee from this black and white life that I used to look at... "Maybe you already are where you want to be."

*Giggle* I think it's true. I am where I want to be, right now in this moment.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ
Posted by Crystallize at Tuesday, January 10, 2012 0 comments
Labels: HOME, HONESTY, INNER VOICE, LOVE, LOVE LETTERS, PHILOSOPHY

Me and My Inner Voice

(I borrow this image, it's so true with my heading.)

I always want to write something meaningful. Something that maybe will help people to understand me and themself a little better, but actually, I am the only one who want to write something that I alone can comprehend. Poetry or rhyme, I still have a long way to go.... God knows how much I've tried to be a better person in this vast world. But do I really have to give myself away? Just like I always had? Or can I just shut my mouth and stare at life with a keen eye and a curious mind? It's funny how much I say I love... but still I can't find ways to love myself; truly love myself for who I am.

It's so difficult with all the beliefs that I have about myself. It's like peeling the onion... I find new and interesting thing about myself by peeling a layer after another. When will it all end? Really, I can't stop guessing... and wondering about my life and all the most how it will end. To be honest. I just want to live a normal life without the voices in my head telling me what to do and what not to do. I keep praying to God to give me a normal and blissful life. At least a life that is not base on surviving alone. But somehow it seems like I've been living a lie, all these time.

Is it really OK to listen to my inner voice? But it seems like it's not only a voice alone, there's several of them and some of them is not even mine. How do I know? Well, I feel I have an inner navigation system inside my heart that tells me which way I should take and not taking. My heart tells me which path I should embark on and which I need to steer away from. That is the only voice that's really mine. (Is this a correct way to phrase what I want to say? Do you understand my writing?)

*Sigh* Maybe I will never learn how to write proper English. It take so much time, and I don't have the patience or time to even learn the grammar. I think I have dyslexia and I stutter a lot when I speak. Usually I don't have the patience to wait for myself. This is how much I love myself, it's not at all what I mean when I say - love yourself. *making a weird face* Why can I love myself thoroughly?? .. "easy now young lady, you will learn."

There it is.. my inner voice being all patiently and caring towards me. "You will learn with time, there's no need to rush yourself unnecessarily."

I think it's truly is a good idea to listen to my inner voice. I will learn with time... I --I - I must think for myself and believe in m--myself! Damn it! I'm stuttering again and really... this disbelief is getting to me, because right now I have difficulty finding the correct words to make a sentence!! *rolling the eyes in disbelief* "Why don't you just take a breath or two..."

*Laughing out Loud..* Really, I always hold my breath when I try too much.. it doesn't matter what it is.. I just keep holding my breath and going all confuse.. it's very frustrating! To be frank with you, I don't like to even swear! But damn it!! I must take a break or two before I'll go all blue.. ag-ai-n. *shaking the head in disappointment.*

Adieu, I will write again soon.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ
Posted by Crystallize at Tuesday, January 10, 2012 0 comments
Labels: HOME, HONESTY, INNER VOICE, THOUGHTS
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