Be Free

Ripple after ripple, overflowing with feelings.. emotion, static and motionless. Emotional outburst. Seeing the way with blind eyes, sensing the path with the heart. Stars upon stars circling, twirling around the globe. 

Painting the heart with scars from past events, cracks from the scars opens up light to shine from the soul. Earth needs the sun like I need you. Roaring for attention, but mute when it comes to pain.

I delight and enjoy the flower that blooms by the way side and quench my urge to pick them up and destroy them by the hands. They are beautiful as they are even though they may wither at last and remain as tight buds again in spring.

Spring came and went, so do feelings, they come and go after a dance with the broken heart. Nothing remain the same in eternity. Eternity is a word that longs to be spoken as love is for two couples in love. Eternity is a long time for lovers even if it was for a second. Time can't be measured for those who fully living in the knowing that love is all there is.

Farewell love, summer is over now, but we will meet again, and when that time comes, let us treasure our time together. Let the second become eternity when our eyes meet and our heart mend again from past hurts. Nothing as they say remain the same, maybe we become old, but our soul will always stay young. The soul is wise enough for us to trust it to gives us meaning in the lives we lived.

Nothing would change for the soul, it already knows of the fairy tales that has been shown in our dreams. So, say again our hellos and hug the body tight against each other. We will never part, because we will live in that eternity once our seconds approach us in that single moment. For now, stay bold and be free.

Love With All Your Might

To fall in love is magical, but to stay in love is even better. I have seen when people sleep, in that moment I realize that they are so peaceful and innocence. They are in a state where they are completely vulnerable. You would never know what they harbor inside their heart or mind, it could be many different things; lost dreams, broken promises, guilt, shame and much more. And I think people with depression is having their worst nightmare when they are awake with such negatives thoughts; it destroy the tranquility and innocence with just an instant. 

Although they are in depression, but they still have moments where they are happy, joyful, and hopeful. They are not totally lost, but they doesn't know that. Not everything are dark and hollow as they think. You probably have been through it, or know someone who going through it. Whatever that might be, tell them, that their existence count and that they are never alone. Tell them that somewhere someone is waiting to crack their heart open so more light can enter. Someone out there is reaching out their hand, too, and welcome them into their embrace. We all have been upset, sad and broken, so why hide ourselves from each other? 

We all have been "sad-mad", because of our loneliness. We all have been the one who couldn't see the light and felt the emptiness where nothing could fill those hollow spaces. If we have been through it, and walk out alive, why wouldn't we help those who are now going through what we have been through. If we are to tired from walking alone and stumble in the darkness, we need someone who would come and save us by holding up a torch to light up the way so that we can see our path and remind us that we can always look up at the stars when it's dark. 

There are so many wonderful people out there who can motivate us and inspire us to keep going ahead or just slow down so we won't get stress out. I think we all need to remember that we aren't in a race and that we can go on with our own pace. Another thing that is important to remember is that we don't have a reason to love no matter what it is. Don't misunderstand me when I say you should love no matter what it is. If someone has delusion and feel the urge to kill to get a relief, and brain washed to believe that they love to kill, then it might be something they need to seek help for. If you love to do something that would harm yourself then it's delusional, a habit or just something you need to work on. No one is perfect, but there are always room to improve and never to late to start improving yourself.

By improving yourself it's crucial to accept yourself for who you are, by accepting who you are, you can forgive yourself for being imperfect. Forgive yourself for all your faults and all your imperfection. Understand that it will take some time to change, but never believe that you are less than anyone else, because you use a bit longer to change. The time you give yourself is necessary, and it doesn't matter how long it will take, as long as you give yourself permission to heal in the pace you feel it's right for you, I'm sure you will eventually turn your life up-side down and what's is better to finally love the person you are meant to be. 

We all needs love, and who else can love ourselves better than ourselves? As long as you love yourself, you will never feel the lack when someone is doing their best to love you with the ability they have. If someone feels the lack and insecurities with the love you give them, then forgive them, they, too, needs to be reminded that they need to pour more of that self-love into their heart.

Love with all your might, and that will be enough.