Miracle

Picture creds to Eiji Morishita

Dear Beloved Heart & Soul of Mine,

Whenever I am with you, the truth about love keeps passing across my mind. The small voice within whisper tenderly to me, and my heart rejoice, thumbing away with your every touch. I am always aware of the thorn inside my heart, and yes, it will ache, and only if I want to possess your for myself. The aching pain will alerts me to the truth, that love possesses not nor will it be possessed, for love is sufficient unto love.

And love is as innocent as a child looking at the world with curiosity and wonder. Each time I am with you, I keep remember how to love, and my eagerness to express myself gets ahead of me and I am no longer afraid to be with you, but I am excited for what might lies ahead the next moment. I remember how to love unconditionally without attachment or expectations, that the only love there is, is God's Love for all and all. My heart, expand and happiness swallow my whole being, covering me with its velvet purple soft silk, and I am able to sense you, my dear beloved Miracle.

Every moment I am with you, there is no past nor future, only an eternal moment where worries no longer exist and we are only who we are. Even without knowing what the future might brings we cease to exist in that present moment, which is more than a lifetime. I realize that I don't want to change you for a single moment and the needs to make you mine disappear as fog within the next. It disappear as dew dries out when the sun rise above the horizon.

There is no need for security, there's no need to know if you want to stay or go, or not telling the world of my existent. It doesn't matter at all, if you tells whoever that is, that I am friend, a lover or merely a stranger you barely know, as long as you know in your heart what I am to you and if you are happy with whatever choice you make, then it's more than enough for me.

And so what, if I am a friend, a lover or a stranger, my love for you won't change or cease to exist, and yes, love is flexible enough to be whatever it wants to be to suit its beloved. It doesn't matter how many times you decide who you are, or that you changes yourself, like a chameleon changes it skin to fit into its surrounding, I will be your camouflage, covered your skin if you desire so.

And as long as it makes you safe and secure, then I am able. Able to love you as Who You Are. And if you needs time, I will give you an eternity, in one single moment, our present, the gift of today. For isn't that what it is; the past is history, the future is a mystery, and today is a gift, that's why they call it the present.

I want to stay by your side supporting you, until the next moment in your life when you don't want me anymore and you would want to find someone else whom might suit you better.

And why so?

Because..... I love you.

What if tomorrow never come and I didn't get the chance to tell you what my heart yearned to express through my fingertips, with all these words? I would have lost My Self in the mass of illusions and forgot what LOVE really IS.

Love is, indeed a Miracle, unconditional with no string attached. And with that unconditionally love I've given birth to ten thousands of butterflies in my tummy, swirling and spirals upwards to touch the sunbeams.

It's my Miracle to the world outside me.

Yours Faithfully

Beaming You With Love and Light

Amaia Crystallize