At times I still feels life is scary, the most part is because of the responsibility for being an adult. I'm a woman that is nearly 30 years old, but still I can't seems to do well with being an adult. There're so many things I need to look out for. I just bought an apartment in February, and there're already so many bills to pay. I'm trying my best to deal with the material things and my spiritual life. I need to be in balance so I won't get hooked in my emotional drama, but instead being grounded.
Life is pretty much exciting, that's what I feel right now. There're so many new people coming in my life and I feel I'm more open to talk about my feelings, if it ever came up. I can talk about everything actually, there's no end to it, but sometimes I feel like listening more than talk. I do my best to be the best version of myself, and since there're many surprises around how people are thinking and doing I'm more careful to not being so attached to them, even though it's not a problem. Being attached to someone means that you care about them and the connection you have with each other. It's not a bad thing, but when you really get so emotional, then you need to reflect about it and ask yourself why you are being "hurt" when that person seems to not live up to your expectations. At least that is what I do. I always complain to my friend when I feel like being neglected by someone I like, but actually, it's me who have high expectations about how thing should be.
Yes, I'm a human with feelings, I can be vulnerable and complain once in a while, I'm not perfect, I make mistakes, but I still get up each time. Sometimes it's not easy, but at least I don't give up.
Life is pretty much exciting, that's what I feel right now. There're so many new people coming in my life and I feel I'm more open to talk about my feelings, if it ever came up. I can talk about everything actually, there's no end to it, but sometimes I feel like listening more than talk. I do my best to be the best version of myself, and since there're many surprises around how people are thinking and doing I'm more careful to not being so attached to them, even though it's not a problem. Being attached to someone means that you care about them and the connection you have with each other. It's not a bad thing, but when you really get so emotional, then you need to reflect about it and ask yourself why you are being "hurt" when that person seems to not live up to your expectations. At least that is what I do. I always complain to my friend when I feel like being neglected by someone I like, but actually, it's me who have high expectations about how thing should be.
Yes, I'm a human with feelings, I can be vulnerable and complain once in a while, I'm not perfect, I make mistakes, but I still get up each time. Sometimes it's not easy, but at least I don't give up.
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