Dance With Joy

In this time of silence
I checked in with my soul
I heard it call out my name
trying to get my attention
to tell me how important it is to

wake up and get going.

It nearly beg me to listen
for the clue it has lay on before me
I leap through the field and ignored the voices
Dancing happily with my soul
before I get back

to sleep.

Melody To My Song

I sought out for words 

to describe the feeling 

this song gave me,

but my words just scattered 

the sentence doesn't become a sentence, only

words that lies here and there. 

Eagerly waiting for me

to put it in the correct way 

so it will become a full sentence.

I forgot how to tune in with my heart,

I forgot the melody it sings to me

Oh, where are the notes,

the sheet of notes to my song.

How can I even forget such important thing! 

- Amaia Jenin

In Deep Silence

Dear Beloved,

In silence, deep silence, I hear your whispering voice calling out to me. I waited and waited, long and longer for the night to end and the day to pass so I might see you again. You have appeared before me countless of time in my dreams. You’re just like a reflection in my heart where you will never disappear. I couldn’t find words enough to describe how magnificent you are to me. Even if I write it down or sing it out, it will not be the same as the image I have of you inside my mind. Your image emerge before my eyes every time I close it, and you burn as a candle in my soul. My soul takes fire because of you, and no river or ocean can demolish it. My burning desire takes root inside my heart where no one can pull it out.

I’m the river and you the ocean, we are link to each other, because river stream will always flow out to the ocean, like boat takes sail in the sea and finally have to come back to shore. You pull me out of my hallucination and created reality in my dreams. I emerge myself in your reality, and finally found myself lost in myriad of dreams with you. I don’t want to be awake nor asleep, but staying watchful of my imaginations about you so I’ll never forget how sweet your face looks like. In the meeting with you, I begins to build a castle inside my heart. This place will never gets old or worn out, even if you takes your leave and disappear for a while. My heart is your home and your soul is my temple, even if I gets lonely and homeless in reality, I’ll bow before your temple and smile, your kindness bear witness to the brilliant home I’ve build for myself below the azure sky; everywhere I go is home, and I know I can take shelter in your temple. This is the truth of the truth I shared with you.

Sweet Melody

Because of you I had tasted euphoria,
in my tears there were happiness.
You bring so much joy into my life
and to loose you I have known bitterness.

Sweet surrender,
you have come to release me from
my haunting past.
Every moment I think of you,
I savor it in my heart.

Your beauty are as the bright sun
blinding my eyes.
To know you is to know love
and love is a desire
which I secretly keep inside my soul.

I promise myself
to never let those sweet memories
to fade away;
it’s something to remember
and dream of every single day.

Fire burns down the walls
I build to keep me safe.
Strange is love that makes me sway.
Just with a wiff of air
my kisses are blowing away
with the wind that convey my vows.

I will love you until my last breath,
when time cease to exist
and the world stop moving.
My vow is beyond eternity
far greater than the universe;
because you have brought heaven to my home.

Let’s mend together and be inseparable -
like the air we are breathing.
Death is nothing to fear,
because we are as one in this lifetime.
Let joy be our song -
and love our melody.

Love Has Brought Me Home

I fell apart to be mend a new
Look deep within the heart, raging war subside
Love is the last call

I call love by its name
Releasing me from the aching pain
Wind chime sings
By a gentle push of the summer breeze, mindful
All doors are open for me to get through -
One into the heart another into the soul.

Within a beating heart, truth recall
Nothing can bend or break the divine glory of a soul
Beyond the universe
Millions of stars are shining
One shines for all, all shines for one,
Love has guide me home to where I truly belong

Look deep within the heart, raging war subside
Love has finally brought me home.

The Shimmers

We are as fireflies, glowing and shimmering in the dark in this time of change. Just like what fireflies should do, we are light, being freed by the dark hollow spaces like stars are shining in the vast universe. We are like stars twinkling and brighten up each other and saluting one another into a new galaxy. With that we flow straight into a dimension after another dimension until we lost track of ourselves and try to paw a new way out. We leave traces of stardust just to remember where we come from. Just to not forget where home is.

Home, where should home be, if not the heart. We can always go back to where we belong with a single breath. We must remember that our heart re-connect us to the Universe. We have lived on earth for far too long and nearly forgets how it is to be a soul re-birthed into flesh and bones. We are made of bones and flesh, but that would only be of ashes and dust when we leave this world, so why are we still bugged down with fears and undissolved problems?

Can we not live in harmony with the nature and its glorious sky? Why not laugh and play when we still have time to do so. We can make our desire into reality, if not for the thoughts that hinder us to achieve our goals. Thoughts are strangers that wish to become real friend. Thoughts that creates another hologram want to steal more time from us. How many times have we turn our back away from our heart to feel more safe in this world?

The mind is a powerful device, it creates illusions upon illusions, trying to trapped us inside the prison of hell. It is the illusions of not being good enough, rich enough, enough of everything that this world has to offer. When it is the heart that opens up many door for us to see ourselves as Gods and Goddesses. The heart might make us vulnerable, but it's always wise enough to keep our raging war inside of us to subside - we need and have to let our heart leads us back to our central core, the place where we have enough affection to show towards everything and everyone.

Lets shimmers in the dark, where light has gone off.

The Dreamer

I am awake to the sunbeams caressing my face. With a soft kiss in the morning I will steal the first glimpse of the twilight and tucked it in the night cape, like an angel I will slowly spread it out to the world when the dark falls over Mother Earth. It’s Angel’s dreams of my fantasy. The Angels sing joyously to my achievement. I am safe.

Light To The World

I dream, and follow the dark hollow spaces to create more light. I found myself empty handed with no string attach to the world I thought was real. Was it the light to the world, or just darkness in my castle.

Heartbeats

My thumbing heartbeats leave me breathless, the chain between us is unbroken, I can’t cut it even if I want to. Wherever I go, I wind up being beside you. I can’t leave not because I don’t want to, I stay because you unconsciously needs me to be by your side and I automatically stay to catch you whenever you fall.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Source

How lonely can one be in this world, where there’re so many souls trying to find the way back to the source, the place where love is the answer for all thing. Unconditional love is what sustain one from being lonely. Even when one is alone, one is not entirely alone. Because the soul knows the connection to source is infinitely.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Oh Lover

Why oh' why, my lover, have you left me solely to myself?
Why oh' why, my lover, have you abandon me all alone?

Where oh' where should I go now,
Where oh' where should I turn too,

Oh my lover would you ever come back by my side?
I miss you so.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Kiss The Rain

Almighty I am, I might not know much, but I know at least how far my love can reach, it reach through the veils of surrealistic dreams. I hope someday, I might get a chance to prove how much I love in total.

I pull out my heart just to see how many holes there're in it and to my amazement I couldn't find one single hole, but I can see the holes that were torn out has been replaced by another piece of fragment of someone else's heart.

For each passing day, I take a moment to pray for my beloved, I hope her wishes will all come true and her days will be filled with joy.

Right now I'm living in a cocoon, I lavish myself in the sun and hot-floating air of love with my family. I'm truly affected by their affection towards me. They all give me the supportment that I need to grow stronger in my own power to discern what's the best for me and what's not.

Time seems to fly faster than I have expected.... many things seems to change as well. I'm surprised that some bond has been cut off without a single trace of change. We all change in different pace, but we're going in the same direction, the road, the path to live a whole and perfect life. We're going in the same direction back to our source - the central Sun.

What else is there to do than kissing the rain and dancing in the sun, now that I have so much time of my own to reflect and philosophize the rest of the day.

Someone, please give me something to think about.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Tear Drops

I keep in my heart a promise,
A promise of tomorrow.

The wind cast away my love for you,

Everything seems so elusive.

Raindrops become snowflakes,

The mind keep preaching about a haunting past.

Raindrops, raindrops,

How come the snow still floating down from the heavenly sky.

Snowflakes slowly transformed to tear drops.

Cold storm froze my heart to hailstone.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Sweet Memories

Sometimes I caught myself in deep thoughts. Thoughts about the past. I still remember the sweet memories about young love. My age has override my youth, I'm getting older and see things differently than I used to. Where has that time gone to? I feel like I want to live once again in those sweet magnificent years with my friends.

Right now I'm no longer near them, the gap between us is wider than before since I had moved away from the City, but it is not all bad, I found myself at peace and there's no longer mind chattering that keep me down. I feel so liberated.

I really want to re-live the time where I keep my friends near me, and talk to them from my heart-space sanctuary. I lost some friends, the bond between us is broken, somehow I wish I could retrieve back that time so I can say or do things differently, but that time is over now.. there's no longer possible to undo what I had done and said. We seems to live in different space and time also. All I wish is that they live happily and are in good health.

There's not much to complain about, and I'm not the type to complain. Time changes the heart of mankind, and everyone is reaching a higher consciousness. My work is done for now, I attain the peace I wished for and there's no raging war inside me. Isn't that what we all wish for? I hope most people will find and attain that peace for themselves, just like I did.

Love conquer all. There's no obstacle that love can't defeat. Really, love is the only power to overcome the most obstacles that men are struggling with. I want to keep my faith and sanity, just so I can keep up with the time ahead, at least I know I'm not alone anymore.

The sun is shinning brightly these days, melting away the snow. Spring is here to stay for awhile before summer set in. I'm looking for the laughter of children, playing outside with their friends, and I will reminisce the time I was a kid myself, playing with my friends.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Unchanging

It doesn't matter if the sun never appear or the rain keeps falling. It doesn't matter if the weather keep changing, my love for you will never decrease, the wind may stand still and the leaves on the tree may wither and die, but I will remain as the air you're breathing, that way my love will never change.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Let's Be Playful As Children.

If I was to shine alone, I would shine as bright as I can, so that my dreams won't be dimmed, or be swollen by the mistrust of the mind. I will not loose hope and be in despair to see that this world might turned black and cold endlessly, but I will keep myself open to new possibilities and reach out my hand to people who needs my light.

I'm like a light bulb, been turned on by the love force which encircled around the whole globe at this moment. The universe is my home and I indulge myself in it. I play in the garden of Eden, and gets curious about life. I'm childlike and innocent.

I wonder why would anyone harm a childlike person as I am? I don't understand how the mind can misguide one so much to make one kills or doing harmed to people or even a child. This world needs love, and light, much love is needed to transmute the negativity in the air.

We are one with nature once we are outside, smelling the air and floating with the wind, we're not any different from the trees. We must be rooted to be grounded firmly in the ground, so when the storm comes we would not be uprooted by it but standing firmly on the earth.

Let's reunite with Mother Earth and hers inhabitants. Let's play together in her Garden, let's not chase after the butterflies, but sitting still and let them come and sit on our shoulder. Let's be as children again, playing playfully with each other and shines together into the new heaven on earth.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Return My Love

Return, my love,

You have departed from the shore,

Sailing on your journey away from me.

I'm here, waiting patiently for your return.

Your heart is like jewel

Worth thousands times more than a single breath.

Return, my love,

Your home is here;

Heart-shaped inside of me.

Your light shines like a gemstone

In rainbow colors when the sunbeams shines on it.

You're shining as a beacon afar from shore,

When you departed, my love,

My heart skipped a beat in loneliness,

You must please return.

Will you return back to where you have longed to dwell;

Your heart-shaped temple -

Please return, my love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Being Vulnerable - Unbreakable

Beloved,

I'm moved by the thoughts of love, lovely thoughts embedded in my heart. It keeps me in alignment with the familiar feelings of fresh new sun beams, caressing and cuddling me to awaken to a soft morning. My being is like a flower who needs nourishment and love to flourish.

I might be breakable by the touch of a lover, like a fragile crystal vase when it's broken, it's hard to mend. But my divine heart is not like a crystal vase, it's like a sponge absorbing every last bit of love into itself. Perhaps I can open myself up and let myself be vulnerable to know that I will not be harmed in any way.

Being vulnerable is not at all a bad thing, but if I keep trying to mend my human heart anew I might get hurt by the sharp pieces that were left there on the ground.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

The Laughter of Innocence Children

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Eye of Prince, I miss your flute.. please play for me.

Eye of Prince: Once upon a time, in a Land of songs. There Lived a girl, who's songs were so beautiful that all others who sang, were still and silent once she began. Her name was amaia))))(((her voice created butterflies from thin air, tears from heaven, in fact, one day God the Father sent her a boy with a magic flute to play as she sang, for he missed her so. Now everyday, that Boy plays and she sings to the seventh heaven, and The earth became a paradise as it was when all began. We all Lived happily ever after, floating as butterflies.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: I will sing the song of heaven while I listen to your flute. We create dynamic feelings within our core by our songs to Father God. Let heaven return to earth while we cover our mother earth into sleep. I want to sing, I want to dance, I want to fly with my butterfly wings, flutter around the flowers... I want to float on air and rest my wings on the clouds.

Eye of Prince: AHhhh already you are all you wish to be (((((LOVE))) shines so pure through your eyes, jasper from the soil) (((white garments of saints cover yóu)))))) there is a ladder to the beating heart of heaven, hold my hand sistar, let us go into the dreaming eye of GOD. See the worlds within unfold like orchids in the wild morning, taste the juices of fruits in venusian gardens. Open your mouth, taste the purple rain!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh, you dance so well, the earth is quaking with rhythm. Eye see her feet, moving as one with yours... Harp so beautiful, a hole in the sky is full of cupid and his friends!! Golden arrows set upon man and woman, all must Love, for you are breathing!

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: With a love so pure and bright, we shines like shimmering snowflakes through the night. White fairy dust cover our skins and make it smooth as a baby face. Haha, it's humorous to be able to be silly.. let's laugh and enjoy our life to the fullest!!

Eye of Prince: ((((((((((Yah)))))))))))))

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Sunshines and love, keeps me in alignment with the familiar feelings of fresh new sun beams, caressing and cuddling me to awaken to a soft morning. I can hear the laughter of innocence children playing outside, it is such glorious morning.

Ocean Of Love

Beloved,

I'm floating on air - sky high. Deep down I know that I will fall, fall into love and let myself sweep off my feet by the glorious sky. I immerse myself in your love pool and drink all that I can drink.

"I want to bombard you with my love to make sure that you get enough."

Everything in this world is not only black and white. The skies can go from pink to violet and from violet to golden light. This world is colorful once you put on your love glasses and sees with your inner eyes.

When you dip into the ocean of love, bathing yourself in joy and delight, you will find how smooth the water makes your skin to feel, and once you get back to shore, your heart will absorb every love vapor that is left into itself to lessen your thirst for more love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

You're My Miracle

Beloved,

Now that we're about to merge as one, I'll with my harp, dedicate a special song from my heart space sanctuary to you. This is the overtone of truth and unconditional love I desire for you to hear. I just want to make it simple, because I know you won't likely understand that much of what I'm saying if I complicate it with words and phrases. When the world is too much and people judge your actions, remember to dive deeper into my ocean. Throw yourself into my arms where you will find comfort and encouragement to continue your long hard journey back to your inner shrine of Miracle.

I kept my promises, as your lover, I've always been there watching over you. I've seen your tears when nobody seems to understand why you're crying, but I understand the reasons and your frustration. Your longing for me has made you depressed and I saw your desperate need to be loved and accepted. You isolated yourself in a corner to protect your inner light, me, but there's no need to hide yourself in the shadow any longer my dear. I ensure you that I know who you are. There's no need to be someone you're not. You've been sealed off and trapped by the ego self, and I'm here knocking on your heart to tell you that I'm home, embrace me into your being, believe in Miracles, and you will be who you are meant to be.

Who else are you going to be but Miracle?

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

A Beacon

Dear Beloved,

Because of my curiosity I've reached the point of true knowledge. Love is my knowledge and freedom is efficacious to my soul. Bad habits seem to fall away by the wayside. I rise yet again to a new morning of glory and meaningful moments embedded in my memories. New memories are like snowflakes melting in my mind and they're stored like healing water inside my heart where happy tears joined together to create a healing river through my eyes.

I understand how wonderful life is when everything flows easily without me trying to control my own fate. Fate is my life and this too goes hand in hand. I created my life just the way I want, with light and love. My life is one with all lives. One with nature, one with small creatures as tiny as a bug.

Butterfly lives for short while, but in a significant way. They created harmony in the nature and leaves traces of fairy dust wherever they fly. We are like the butterflies, but we haven't seen ourselves as butterflies, because we're still frightened of our transformation from a caterpillar to a butterfly. We must first accumulated lots of healing energy to create a cocoon to feel protected before we can see our own transformation being transmuted from fear to love. We are the butterflies, and there are no reasons to reject the thoughts of fear.

Fear is only a wayshower, it gives us more insight on how to choose a better life once we see it for what it is; it acts only as a barrier to secure us from harming ourselves. Why would we want to harm ourselves when we know that love is behind our fear making sure that we won't be harmed by false ideas about ourselves. Love is surely within our heart, it is our divinity we are protecting with our strength.

We don't need fear to create more havoc in our lives, but to gently move it away from the wayside. Fear is like the potholes we see on our path, and when we see it, we rather choose to walk around it than falling into it. Because love will make sure that we will follow our path with ease and joy. It whispers sweet wisdom into our ears. We must be silence and listen well before we take another step further along the road. We will not fall if we were to be guided by our own heart. Love will make us meager but not at all weak, because it's our strength we are carrying within us.

Love are we, we are love. Then fear is nothing great to be feared, because love is far greater than any emotion. It's more than emotion alone, it's fuel to drive our souls further into the higher realms. If we wait long enough to let love talk through our hearts, we will be enlightened and more in tune with the universe. Love is what sustains us, it takes one barrier at a time away from our hearts. We had built enough walls and isolated ourselves long enough. It's time to leap through the fence of ignorance and arrogance and be as a beacon to enlighten our next generation. We are adequate enough to live a momentous life of our own. They're worth all the effort we are here to make; Heaven on Earth.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Jeg Elsker Deg

Kjære Elskede,

Jeg surfer på kjærlighetsbølgene inn i ditt hjerte min elskede, for selv om jeg ikke kan svømme, og bølgene er store, vil jeg fortsatt står med stødig bein på bølgene. Jeg vil la den ene bølgen etter den andre bringe meg nærmere deg.

Kjærlighet er det jeg har og kjærlighet er det jeg gir. Jeg ønsker ikke å gjøre noe annet enn å be, be for ditt velvære og din trygghet. Jeg drømmer ikke mye enn å bringe fred til verden og lykke til mine søster og brødrer. Drømmen kan være uvirkelig, men virkelig nok til å realiseres. Alt jeg har igjen er bare noen få ord, ord som kan beskrive det jeg føler, men tre ord er nok for å kunne beskrive kjærligheten; Jeg elsker deg.

Men vet vi egentlig hva "jeg elsker deg" bety? Det er så lett å si ordene, men er det lett å følge den? Hvorfor har det vært slik at vi slutter å elske etter en stund når forholdet går dårlig? Det er kanskje ikke kjæresten vår vi har elsket, men følelsen av å være forelsket? Vi slutter aldri å elske, selv om forholdet kan ta en slutt. Kanskje det er oss selv vi bør elske først slik at vi kan gi mer mening til de tre ordene "jeg elsker deg"

Jeg mener fremdeles at ubetinget kjærlighet varer evig og det er den som er ekte. Hva annet ville vi gjøre hvis vi ikke elske oss selv først? Vi vil visstnok elsker et annet menneske også, men vi må først være ærlig med oss selv om den kjærligheten vi gir er rent og ekte. Og ikke er betinget med at den andre skal forandre seg enn da vi først møte dem. Da kunne vi like godt ha funnet vært sammen med et annet menneske som er akkurat slik vi vil at de skal være.

Vi kan ikke forlange våre elskede å elske oss ved å prosjisere vår frykt på ham/henne. De har nok med deres egne. Men det vi prosjisere er det vi må lære å elske i oss selv. For det vi ser utenfor oss, er det som er inni oss.

Kunne du tenker deg å forandre deg selv til ære for din egen elskede? Og ikke forlange at hun/han skal alltid være der 100% hele tiden for at du skal kunne føler deg elsket. For noen ganger kan vi stenger våre kjære inn i et hjørne og gir dem en byrde å bære på. Det er vår egen frykt på at de skal forlate oss, men hvis du ikke bekymre deg over det, er det rett og slett en bra ting, men fortsetter å lære av dine egne opplevelser uansett hva som kommer til å skje med deg.

Jeg kan skjønner at de ville ha nok gjort alt for å se oss leve et lykkelig liv, men det er ikke deres ansvar, det er vårt eget ansvar å se til at vi er lykkelige i hverdagen. Vi må kanskje også være ærlig med hverandre i et forhold for at den skal kunne fungeres. Ærlighet og åpenhet om følelsene, men når et forhold tar slutt, så er det vel slutt. Det er ikke mye vi kan gjøre med saken, bortsett fra å fortsette å leve. Vi gjør det tross alt for den vi elsker. Forsørger på at vi skal kunne leve et bra og lykkelig liv, hvem vet, kanskje de vender tilbake og ønsker oss i deres liv igjen.

Jeg aner ikke hva jeg skriver om. Det føles ut som mange kan sliter å være åpen og ærlig i et forhold noen ganger. Mest når vi er sjalu og frykter for å ende opp alene. Ensomhet er det som griper taket i de som frykter for å miste.

Jeg er visstnok en av dem, men jeg har lært å elske uselvisk og ubetinget. For jeg elsker en akkurat nå, uten så mye som å være sammen med henne. Vi er ikke i et forhold, men jeg klarer ikke å la være elske henne for det om. Det er visstnok enveis kjærlighet, men kjærlighet er kjærlighet, en vei eller to vei.. samme hvilken vei, jeg går ihvertfall ikke tilbake i mitt ord og utsagn - jeg elsker deg.

Utgivelse av Kjærlighetsbrevene.

Jeg jobber med å utgi en bok for tiden, og har ikke vært så aktiv med å skrive på bloggen. Jeg har heller ikke mye å skrive om, siden jeg vil at bloggen min skal kun være om kjærlighet. Jeg har mange ganger tvilt på meg selv når det gjelder å utgi bok. Jeg kunne trengt meg den støtten hos alle nå for å styrke min egen indre tro på at jeg kan klare det.

Det er virkelig mye jobbing med å skrive en bok. Redigering og editering f.eks. Det tar veldig mye tid før boken er helt fullkommen. Jeg vet ellers ikke hva jeg skal skrive om nå for tiden. Alt går sin gang, og jeg ønsker å være en bra forfatter. Jeg liker veldig godt å skrive, og når inspirasjonen er der skrive jeg først og fremst fra hjertet.

Jeg er forelsket og er enda forelsket i en og samme person. Jeg vet ikke hvorfor jeg ville nevner det her, men det er visstnok en grunn for at alle disse kjærlighetsbrevene kommer fra. Jeg elsker henne så meget at jeg har dedikert hele boka for henne. Kunne du noen gang tenkt deg å gjøre noe slik for den du elsker? Jeg trodde aldri selv at jeg ville gjort noe slik, men det føles veldig riktig. Det er det kjærligheten gjør med oss. Den får oss til å gi fra oss med et rent hjerte.

Hva annet kan jeg si, dagene kan være tungere enn andre dager, men alt i alt går jeg mot målet mitt med selvtillit til at ting vil ordne seg for det beste.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ

I Want A Woman

I want a woman who know her world,
I want a woman who dare to die just to be alive
and live her life to the fullest.

I want a woman who know what she feels
I want a woman who dare to show me how she really feels
and be true to her feelings.

I want a woman who's cute as her face,
I want a woman who's elegant as her look,
and dare to be who she is.

Wise, witty, charming and humorous as me.

I want a woman who let me be me.
I want a woman who's deep as the sea,
a woman who's deep enough
and never gets me bored with her talks
and she must definitely walks her talk.

I want a woman who wants me,
I want a woman who let me runs free
I want a woman who's carefree
but still wants to come back to me,
in the end of the night,
and at the beginning of the twilight.

I want a woman who's real,
I want a woman who I can really feel,
I want to feel her as much as I can,
I want a woman, and yes, NOT A MAN.

I want a woman who's girly, but not girly into her core.
I want a woman who has tons of sex-appeal,
a woman I can adore.

I want a woman, yes,
a woman -
and not a man!

Crystallized ƸӜƷ

The Vibration of Love.

The sound of love rings in my ears, vibrating throughout my body and it leave traces of electric vibrations to encircle every inch of me. My heart's beat beats joyfully in ecstasy when you're near me, it's just like a butterfly meets another butterfly when they're fluttering around and saluting each other into a beautiful sunrise morning.

My love for you is like those colorful butterfly wings, creating dynamic movements in a gracious manner to move ever closer to heaven. You're heaven, and earth is your oases. I live between both worlds in wonder and amazement.

You're the winged one, the ultimate love for humankind and for all creatures. Your love for the whole universe is for us lovers to indulge ourselves into and get spoiled for being the sons and daughters of God.

I'm in deep gratitude for your living existence. You're visible to innocence eyes to see how wonderful it is to live in harmony with Mother Earth. The word of love bear no burden to anyone who knows the truth of it. And what is the truth? The truth is surely not like anything of what we already know, because it's beyond human conception.

We must find the truth within our heart to grasp and to even understand your magnificent love and beauty which you had stored and painted with each gentle stroke in the scene before our very eyes. The beauty of nature and the sweetness in a little child's smile is painted by you, the benevolent one. What we see around us is what you're revealing to us. The good and the bad, but in short terms, whatever it is, it is unconditional love. It is what it is.

We must not only see it, but feel it as well. That's how brilliant your love truly is. How can I describe it? Please sing through me, because I loved the tunes you're playing with your harp. It creates harmony in my mind and reminds me of the love that I'm possessing myself.

"I always played with my harp, to guide you, you've been listening, and you listened well, because you are singing the song by being that which you are. You're the almighty I am, that I am. Grasp it, know it, understand it with your heart, it's everything for me. Your heart, is everything to me. The one thing I treasure about you, and the secret to it, is, I treasure everything about you. Don't search for any other love that is more dynamic than the Divine Love. Don't search for any other truth, than the truth of the heart, and this is if you really want to live in harmony with anyone, you shall then be faithfully to your heart, thus faithfully to me. That's the only thing I ever wanted for you to be. Trust in yourself, even if you doubt for a moment in silence and won't utter a word to anyone else but yourself, trust in your own knowing and intuition, because I convey my message through your with all that I am. Grasp it, know it, and contemplate on it. Trust and faith are what you need when you're in a frustrating state of mind."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ

I Stillhet

Det er så mye kjærlighet i meg som vil komme til uttrykk, men jeg finner ikke ord til å beskrive det. Jeg føler at jeg har skrevet sider opp og sider ned om kjærlighet, tro og fred allerede. Jeg tenker at det er ikke så viktig om jeg kan beskrive de følelsene jeg har så lenge jeg lever ut den kjærligheten med forsiktighet og klarhet. "Det er mange ting du kan få gjort, ved å bare være... i stillhet, la det kommer naturlig."

Hodet er helt blank og jeg kjenner at jeg er værende i kroppen. Jeg er mer komfortabel med å være her på Jorda med den kroppen jeg har. Jeg har ikke mye å klage over. Jeg har egentlig ikke noe å klage på, bortsett fra en lengsel om å bli totalt hel innvendig. Samtidig som jeg lengte etter min andre halv, føler jeg at egoet mitt dør. Jeg har hverken interesse i å lese bøker eller å skrive noe. Det er deilig og fredelig her inne i hjertet, for hvert hjertepuls er en påminnselse på at jeg er fortsatt levende. Dette minne meg på at jeg skal bare ta den tiden jeg trenger. Jeg er sikker på at jeg en dag kan få gjort noe som jeg kan være stolt over.

Og akkurat nå får jeg bare bruker tiden fornuftig - i stillhet.

I stillhet hører jeg alt,

samtidig ingenting.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Reunited Under The Heavenly Sky.

- The Eye of Prince and Crystallized Butterfly met once again under the night sky full of sparkling stars. -

The Eye of Prince: ((((((((((Amaia))))))))))) "Princess of the blazin orion."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Aah, Eye Of Prince!!

The Eye of Prince: "Swimmer of the salted seas."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: *Flutter.. and sits on his shoulder*

The Eye of Prince: "Eye praise your existence in this moment. You are creation at her most joyful. Let us climb the iroko tree and hear the owls."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Lets us! I would want to hear what the owls has to say. About love, about life of being the wise one. The one who sweep through the night sky, and sit on the iroko tree by day and bathe itself in the limelight of the sun."

The Eye of Prince: ((((((((((hoot)))))))))))))))) "They'll tell us how to raise sand and move in the cosmic dance."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: *Flutter and smiles*

The Eye of Prince: *Imagining amaia now*

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: # *Speechless* ... "I'm speechless.. too teach one must first learn. Yes, I want to learn how to raise sand and move in the cosmic dance. I want to teach it later to my beloved lover."

The Eye of Prince: "Yes, that is what existence sings to us. That we in stillness speak of our longings, and she shall show us to all our heavens."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: *Smiles* "I love to be in stillness, and speak through my heart-space sanctuary. She, our Divine Mother Earth, speaks of love and tells me fairy-tale. She used to cry oh, her tears are so sacred, I wanted to gather more love to ease her pain. She is now in joy, because we're here with her. She sings and hums the tune of love and light. Sacred is her flesh and bones.

They didn't know, they burned her skin. I .. *in grief* smelled it in the air.."

The Eye of Prince: "And life is full of her goodness..ah, when she opened mine eyes to her rivers and the skies that she birth. Her mysteries, in darkness and the blazing illumination. Her creatrix power within the sacred snake, eye had no choice but to kneel before her and beg her hand as my bride, mother, sistar, daughter and lover. That eye may look upon her anew. Dead and reborn. Risen in infinite flight above her deep sun eyes, above the doors of her secret chambers."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "She arise like phoenix, through the heat and fire. She is everything, man can't be without her, we are like empty vases, without sweet beautiful flower, if we are to be without our Mother Earth, I rather let myself be dusted of this vast world and follow her through darkness times untill we reach the light .. where our Divine Father God is waiting for us."

The Eye of Prince: "You ,truly are her daughter. Innocent daisy feeding bees in the soft meadows of her heart we shall heal her wounds,which we all share. Even those who remain blind to her touch.. we shall with harp, flute, song and sweetness of rainbow colored love heal her. GAIA IS ALIVE."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "I am, I am.. she taught me to be compassionate with man, she is eternal, she forgives and I learned to forgive men and forgives myself, that I to often forgot to shine even in grief and sadness over the longing of her well being. Yes, I will with my harp and you with your flute, sing the song of peace and harmony! ((( ♥ )))"

The Eye of Prince: "YES, we felt her pain. Deep and sad. Dark and the despair of her loneliness. But she became our salvation and showed us that pain is only a door to joy...ah Amaia, GOD is so pleased with you. Eye feel such an intense light from you. She taught me not to worry or judge myself anymore. To express myself as eye wished. Showed me the illusions of reality and opened the portals of dream world so she could join me in her eternal paradise. We look forward to having you in our midst in the cherubim gardens. We await your healing sounds."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "She never dies, my Divine Mother Earth, because she resurface from the fire.. man can't kill our beloved Divine Mother Earth, because she is eternal. And why so? *smiles*

Because, Divine Father God is there to protect her, telling His children with soothing voice... "Children, the guns you bear, is nothing but toys" ... and bullets becomes flowers... *smiles* He is a magician. I love Him dearly. He taught me to be empowered from the depth of my soul. and she, the divine feminine, goddess of my life, the sweet pastry, the crust around my heart, and the light within that crust, has given me the name of Miracle."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "And to their surprise, Miracles happens everyday.. but did they believed in me? Some of them do, but some of them don't even believe in themselves. My name, is not mine alone, didn't they know.... I share my light with them, and they're from the same essence as me. Come hear, I will tell you a secret..... "

*Whisper* "They too are Miracles.. and I am sure of that. My Divine Father God taught me that... because I know.. they're my brothers and sistars. and I love them! Miracles are US!"

The Eye of Prince: "LIFE IS A MIRACLE. That which created itself and is complete in and of itself its so amazing that that which we see, we do not yet understand, talk less of that which is unseen eye speak to father always. Praising him for such a creation. Calling him master LORD. From the flight of insects and birds to the walking and talking of man life is such an amazing truth. Sometimes eye just breathe it all in and not think at all."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Yes, that's why I kept myself standing firm, even when my feet faltered and I fell oh so many times, by trying to run too fast. *Laughing* I still rise up and dust myself off and live the life I so dearly love to live!"

The Eye of Prince: "Yes, and eye feel the pure pleasure you are in Infact eye am pulsing that eye have found my long lost sistar, and where did eye find her? In the succulent bosom of mama.................we fell and fell, we both. We have been through pain and hurt, only so we can embrace with all our heart, her JOY"

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "I too like to be in silence and contemplate on the mystical of life, and spoke only of love. Because that's the only thing I have in my mind. Ah, I am so glad that you found your long lost sistar. She must be noble and beautiful. As we all really are, if we dare to believe in ourselves." *Smiles*"

The Eye of Prince: "You, Amaia are my long lost sistar found and yes, you are noble, innocent and pure as eye had envisioned"

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "You spoke of me? *Flutter* I thought you meant someone else! *Laughing* I knew it, but I wasn't sure. My brotha, our mama must be very happy right now! because we found each other after all these lifetimes."

The Eye of Prince: *Laughing* "Haha you are my flesh and blood. In the nurture of mama. After many lifetimes, still our heart beats as one."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Because we're of same flesh and blood

The Eye of Prince: "And our voice has been the same. Our dreams and dance will forever be one *cosmic hug* let us try out our new wings. Fly to shamballa and eat jellybeans while looking at our past lives together."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Oh brother, I have so much love in me, but I can't find the words to describe. So all I do, is to be... BEing, the love.. in silence, giving away my light. I want to reach shamballa with you and meet our ancestor. Lets reunite with them and celebrates life together!"

The Eye of Prince: ((((((((((((((((((QUIET STORM)))))))))))(eye feel your Love and intensity, as a rose rejoicing at the morning, that affection shall see its face. (BE)(BE)(be) Let it be, like the beatles sang. Thank you for being you. A Light to grace my dawn.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: We radiate different light, but the essence is the same. ~~ ((( ♥ ))) ~~

# ...

**** To Be Continue ****

The Voice of Love.

The Eye of Prince: "My Miracle."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: *Smiles*

The Eye of Prince: "Miracle of Love, Miracle of creation, Miracle of innocence, Miracle of purity."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: *Flutter*

The Eye of Prince: "Eye shall sing to the skies and every bird in flight of Butterfly, the innocent one"

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "My creation and creativity is in the air you breathe, thus we breathe in the same air and I will and shall hear your song."

The Eye of Prince: "And we are the air. Always have been one."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "That's why you recognize my heart song."

The Eye of Prince: "It plays beautifully in my hearts sanctuary. As children on a sunday afternoon. As a nightingale. You are so cherished butterfly, your innocence shines."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Yes, I feel the love that shone through when midnight sun fade out. I felt the love and life as one, and nothing can hinder my love to all beings. I'll gather more holy waters and light to fill my beloved's longing abyss."

The Eye of Prince: "You are the rising of the tiger at the gates of dawn, the warmth of wolf mother."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Oh, how deeply cherished are your words.. I feel noble while reading them. This is how I would like to talk, sing and walk.. like royalty of divinity, flutter and flying.. it's like a light cape which warmth my being."

The Eye of Prince: "((((ah))))Then let us speak the beauty of Lakes and spring. Let our voices evoke the heavens at the crossroads where we meet to part never again. My eternal one."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Then I shall sing. This love can't be compared to the love of man.. this love is the love of divinity, of heaven and of Mother Earth. Lets tip toe on the surface of the water and make ripples in joyous dance." "My harp, I must tune it..."

- # *Flutter down and bring in the harp to tune it.*

The Eye of Prince: "We will sit by the waterfalls and hanging gardens (((((((((((((((((((((ooOHMmm) (silence(song)))) strings that tell of palaces and creation. Our music of hearts, we'll run with the horses, through mountains and valleys, through mirages quickened at our imagining, seeing with ONE EYE @."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "The EYE of the oneness love, of burning desire to be as a lens to burn down all walls in humanity's heart."

The Eye of Prince: "WE SHALL REMIND ALL PEOPLES OF GOD. Our common bone restored all voices and senses flowing as the ocean rested on seraphim wings."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Eye shall take our song and make it known for man to sing. They shall listen and feel with their heart, our passion for each other and for them. All voices will be as one."

The Eye of Prince: "With flowers in our hair, gathered by the forests, together with trees, Gaia is us."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "All creatures will sit by our feet, we all will be so blissful. Because Mother Earth will speak to us with her soft calm voice."

The Eye of Prince: "And we will know what she says before she even speaks and laughter will be the clouds."

Mother Earth, Gaia: "Sing now my daughters and sons, your song is like silk, covering me, oh how harmonious it is to have you here in this time on me, as I birth the world into the Golden Age."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Yes, we knew what she would say. That's why we are here, gathering more flowers and crystals as offerings to her.

The Eye of Prince: *Counting the gemstones.* "Lapis Lazuli offered to her rivers, Amethyst offered at her heart space, Rainbows as tears of joy. Spirits of devotion and agape."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "I have the permission of our Divine Father God to be here and play with you. As innocence kids we are. How lovely to be met by your smile and .... ah, how I desire for you to finish my words. I know you already knew what I would say. My heart is smiling with joy while I play on my harp."

The Eye of Prince: "Yes Butterfly, eye feel the shapes of your sounds, tetahedra of garnet. Eye shall blow bamboo flute to the forest nymphs dance horns of pan and joyous ecstacy (((((ah)))))(( Harp OF HEAVEN(()))))))))) PLAY that distant stars descend upon our horizons, you are the MOUTH OF GOD 7."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Oh, how our song enhance the life we've here on earth. The Mouth of God is delicate, I shall play with the tune like silk touching His Mouth. It's by light and love I have for Mother Earth and her inhabitants."

The Eye of Prince: "Yes, this truly wonderous. Creation. Being. Love. Loving."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "My harp will not be dusted by the ego of man, but to be loved by me. But not me alone, but by all who know its worth."

The Eye of Prince: "And it is worth a million lifetimes of splendora, pink thoughts and healing frequencies, solfreggio. You are the bosom of Mother. Warm. Full. Milk. Honey."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "It's the taste of warm, full, milk, honey that make man sweet. They become enchanted and their smile is worth more than the bosom alone. I yearned for them to gather themselves fragments of bliss, to be fully blissful."

The Eye of Prince: "You are the jewel of she that hears the whispers of water. The dancer in PANDORA."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "The song must take a silent note, we must not exhausted our harp and flute. Let's be for a while in this silence.. and contemplate on the Love of our Divine Parents."

The Eye of Prince: "Yes. (o) in a space of zero."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: So it is. *Flutter and fly away from the Harp*

- # *Flying back after a little while...*

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: "Shall I name you The Eye of Prince. You who see me with clarity and purity."

The Eye of Prince: "Yes. Do name me. This an honour to be called Eye of prince, given by the heart of she. There is no stain in your eyes, you are the linen of mary, the cotton and shroud of yeshua, the healing of hands."

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: *Flutter away...*