In Deep Silence

Dear Beloved,

In silence, deep silence, I hear your whispering voice calling out to me. I waited and waited, long and longer for the night to end and the day to pass so I might see you again. You have appeared before me countless of time in my dreams. You’re just like a reflection in my heart where you will never disappear. I couldn’t find words enough to describe how magnificent you are to me. Even if I write it down or sing it out, it will not be the same as the image I have of you inside my mind. Your image emerge before my eyes every time I close it, and you burn as a candle in my soul. My soul takes fire because of you, and no river or ocean can demolish it. My burning desire takes root inside my heart where no one can pull it out.

I’m the river and you the ocean, we are link to each other, because river stream will always flow out to the ocean, like boat takes sail in the sea and finally have to come back to shore. You pull me out of my hallucination and created reality in my dreams. I emerge myself in your reality, and finally found myself lost in myriad of dreams with you. I don’t want to be awake nor asleep, but staying watchful of my imaginations about you so I’ll never forget how sweet your face looks like. In the meeting with you, I begins to build a castle inside my heart. This place will never gets old or worn out, even if you takes your leave and disappear for a while. My heart is your home and your soul is my temple, even if I gets lonely and homeless in reality, I’ll bow before your temple and smile, your kindness bear witness to the brilliant home I’ve build for myself below the azure sky; everywhere I go is home, and I know I can take shelter in your temple. This is the truth of the truth I shared with you.