To love is to dive deeper in that ocean, to allow yourself to feel the electricity to encircle your entire body. Your soul are aching to share the love that you are. When you fear love, you are hallucinating and believe that you will get hurt if you open yourself to receive it, but to love someone so deeply and truly is sometimes scary, because you might imagine the worst to happen. You fear the death of the ego, that you will loose yourself if you are not in control of your emotions, but as we all know, love is the greatest gift God has given us.
To control yourself from feeling love and to share it, is to close the door to your heart and when someone come and knock at your door, you will get emotional and mixed feelings, maybe you don't know if you are ready to open that door. Open it in spite of your fear, if you manage to get emotional then it's a sign that you are somewhat ready to hear the massage from the messenger, it's God's angel, profet who come at your door to bring you the gift from God.
To control yourself from feeling love and to share it, is to close the door to your heart and when someone come and knock at your door, you will get emotional and mixed feelings, maybe you don't know if you are ready to open that door. Open it in spite of your fear, if you manage to get emotional then it's a sign that you are somewhat ready to hear the massage from the messenger, it's God's angel, profet who come at your door to bring you the gift from God.
God communicate through your heart, He might speak in words or feelings, and to accept your feelings and listen to it, you are accepting His message and you will become alive again to be able to feel your own love emanate from your soul. To be loved from someone you love will shaken you up, mending you, liberates you, and the demon that hold you back from falling in love is your ego. The risk might be big, you might loose yourself, but if you don't risk to get hurt, then you will not truly know love. Maybe loosing yourself is to find the true you, because have you not been wearing the mask to hide your true face or been brought up with wicked rules to follow. So wicked that you might have lost your innocent and pure self? Maybe you will find your pure and innocent self again while walking in circle and loosing your way? Go wild with the thought of love, let the stars pull your hair and heart lead you back to the first time you was in your mother bosom. Drink of that elixir and feel the strong arms that lift you up higher.
Love is not painful, but the thought of getting abandon and to get hurt is painful, it's overwhelming to love so deep that you might think if you don't possess that one person you will not truly be happy or feel lovable, but no one or thing is your possession. Feelings that isn't been reciprocate are not because you are not enough or worthy of love, but not everyone suits you or meant to be in your possession, and no one should be in your possession, because they are owning themselves and they are free.
Be rigid in your desire to know yourself, be unyielding and have strong faith in yourself enough that when you love someone, they feel free to be themselves. Don't hope to be loved by anyone else beside you, because your love for yourself is the core to your soul, it's the light to lighten up the dark so you won't stumble on your path to the understanding of unconditional love for yourself and the world. And mostly the understanding of God's love for everything and everyone.
The lover keep no secret from her lover, only if she doesn't love herself and yet it seems like she is a mystery to solve since she doesn't show a sign of emotion for those who are after to take over her soul. Secrets are for those who is afraid to be judge for being who they really are and for most of humanity, it might have become a habitual way of living. They fear to be condemn, but secretly yearn to be loved as the way they are. We all are love in action, only if we come to that realization we will be more free and open to receive and share ourselves to others.
Try not to keep a secret or telling lies to God or your lover, because God knows, and your lover will find out, because truth can't be kept. Don't try to change the way God loves you, because His way is more sufficient than yours, and you will approve and accept the way your lover loves you. There's no partnership if we don't regard the lover as our partner. Relationships of all kind spring from the lover, for in friendship we find loyalty, in parents we find unconditional love, in brotherhood we find strong bond and so the lover loves from her being, she possess all the characters from the time she began on her search for true love, and she doesn't divide her lover from God. Because her lover is her God.
Throw yourself in that ocean and let yourself sink deep, and if you die, let it be the death of the ego.
Blessings
Miracle
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