A Jar of Love

I fill the pages with my feelings, fold it and put it in an envelope, which I never send. I have so many things I want to say, but left unspoken. All that I desire are put inside a jar I bury deep inside my heart. I'm afraid that if I utter the unspoken words my dreams would be chase away and my reality will be obscured. I can't live without my dreams nor my reality, because both of them fuel my soul to continue this journey I have embark upon ages ago.

The voyage become beautiful by each passing day, colored with the feelings I have for you. I seek for the truth and the love I thought I never had, but in reality, love is something truthfully; Love is you and you is me. An eternal could be a blink of the eyes or it can be months and years, but my eternal has been to wait for you. Hours, days and months flied swiftly along the years, and still you are not there. 

If those unspoken words which are left unsaid can bring you back, then I will

surely and gladly send it to you. For the hope I have is beyond the limits of my fear to be abandon and rejected by you.

Blessings

Miracle

Twin Flame Reunion

One day when you discover your soul, you will return to me, because your soul and mine soul are made from the same substance. We are one soul in two different bodies, but our connection has been made since the first time we were born from the sun. 

You have been denying it for a very long time now and you hide yourself from me, but I will always find you, because my heart feels your heart. Our beating hearts resonate on the same level. As time pass us by I become restless by "waiting" for your return and this restlessness made me want to turn my back on you and let go of the "waiting". I want to forget that "waiting" and just turn my attention to myself, only that wherever I turn I will always find something that reminds me about you, my soul keep nudging me to wait for your arrival. 

The full moon become crimson when I looked at it the last time, and your face was etched inside my mind long ago the last time I saw you. You always come to me at night in my dreams, secretly telling me you will be coming back soon, back into my arms where you belong. And so I kept waiting. 

I heard that waiting could halt your arrival, I thought about it, and maybe it's true, I need not to wait for something I know will soon become reality, that it's not only fantasy or dreams, but something that can be manifest faster if I just be busy with something else. 

That's why I'm letting go of the "waiting".

Welcome back, darling, you are always mine.

Blessings

Miracle

Appreciation

Happiness is in your smile, because of you I'm not lonely. You are a flower I want to water, someone I cherish deep inside my heart. I'm grateful for your existence, I never knew that it is so simple to be happy just because I know you are somewhere in this world... somewhere not far from me. I rejoice that we are bound together by an invincible thread. Even if we are separate, living in two separate worlds, the thread will never break. 

You are you, with an overdrive mind, a sharp intuition, you have your experiences to decode, something not easy to solve by yourself, but you are still beautiful in a way that takes my breath away, and honey, I want to embrace you so hard that all your pieces stick back together. Even though, I might be overprotective sometimes and I'm not the wisest in this world, but I'm a sage descent from a place you never know exist. 

Our souls connection is proven to be solid and remarkable strong. If we ever drift apart, the univers will possibly direct us back together for a special purpose, maybe a way to help us both to find our strength to continue living this life that sometimes is mundane and boring, but life is a mystery we both know we can't solve unless we live it.

Don't be afraid, this is just love and nothing but love, in the purest form you will ever feel in your deepest soul. 

Blessings

Miracle 

The Way Of Love and God's Love

To love is to dive deeper in that ocean, to allow yourself to feel the electricity to encircle your entire body. Your soul are aching to share the love that you are. When you fear love, you are hallucinating and believe that you will get hurt if you open yourself to receive it, but to love someone so deeply and truly is sometimes scary, because you might imagine the worst to happen. You fear the death of the ego, that you will loose yourself if you are not in control of your emotions, but as we all know, love is the greatest gift God has given us.

To control yourself from feeling love and to share it, is to close the door to your heart and when someone come and knock at your door, you will get emotional and mixed feelings, maybe you don't know if you are ready to open that door. Open it in spite of your fear, if you manage to get emotional then it's a sign that you are somewhat ready to hear the massage from the messenger, it's God's angel, profet who come at your door to bring you the gift from God. 

God communicate through your heart, He might speak in words or feelings, and to accept your feelings and listen to it, you are accepting His message and you will become alive again to be able to feel your own love emanate from your soul. To be loved from someone you love will shaken you up, mending you, liberates you, and the demon that hold you back from falling in love is your ego. The risk might be big, you might loose yourself, but if you don't risk to get hurt, then you will not truly know love. Maybe loosing yourself is to find the true you, because have you not been wearing the mask to hide your true face or been brought up with wicked rules to follow. So wicked that you might have lost your innocent and pure self? Maybe you will find your pure and innocent self again while walking in circle and loosing your way? Go wild with the thought of love, let the stars pull your hair and heart lead you back to the first time you was in your mother bosom. Drink of that elixir and feel the strong arms that lift you up higher. 

Love is not painful, but the thought of getting abandon and to get hurt is painful, it's overwhelming to love so deep that you might think if you don't possess that one person you will not truly be happy or feel lovable, but no one or thing is your possession. Feelings that isn't been reciprocate are not because you are not enough or worthy of love, but not everyone suits you or meant to be in your possession,  and no one should be in your possession, because they are owning themselves and they are free. 

Be rigid in your desire to know yourself, be unyielding and have strong faith in yourself enough that when you love someone, they feel free to be themselves. Don't hope to be loved by anyone else beside you, because your love for yourself is the core to your soul, it's the light to lighten up the dark so you won't stumble on your path to the understanding of unconditional love for yourself and the world. And mostly the understanding of God's love for everything and everyone. 

The lover keep no secret from her lover, only if she doesn't love herself and yet it seems like she is a mystery to solve since she doesn't show a sign of emotion for those who are after to take over her soul. Secrets are for those who is afraid to be judge for being who they really are and for most of humanity, it might have become a habitual way of living. They fear to be condemn, but secretly yearn to be loved as the way they are. We all are love in action, only if we come to that realization we will be more free and open to receive and share ourselves to others.

Try not to keep a secret or telling lies to God or your lover, because God knows, and your lover will find out, because truth can't be kept. Don't try to change the way God loves you, because His way is more sufficient than yours, and you will approve and accept the way your lover loves you. There's no partnership if we don't regard the lover as our partner. Relationships of all kind spring from the lover, for in friendship we find loyalty, in parents we find unconditional love, in brotherhood we find strong bond and so the lover loves from her being, she possess all the characters from the time she began on her search for true love, and she doesn't divide her lover from God. Because her lover is her God. 

Throw yourself in that ocean and let yourself sink deep, and if you die, let it be the death of the ego. 

Blessings

Miracle 

Happy New Year 2016

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 

So it's new year and everything, I really hope everyone did celebrate the new year with love, light and blessing. I myself celebrate the new year's eve with my family. We had dinner and then watched the fireworks together. 

So, this is the year where I will focus more on how I'm gonna love myself more and surround myself with positive people. I already plan a trip to Oslo next week. I want to spent more time with my friends and make more memories for the year 2016. 

I had a surprisingly exciting ending before the clock turned 12am yesterday. It was a special connection with a lovely girl who had the same name as me. The first time I saw her on facebook I was so thrilled that she has the same name as me, but then I found out that she has the same interest as me as well. It wasn't just the interest that we shared together alone, but I found out that she was also a starseed! Of course there're many starseed in the world, but to encounter your "soul mate" from another star system was really overwhelming, it was like finding a lost member of the family. 

It wasn't a coincidence. My best friend also know this girl, and she did think of her, but didn't thought of sending her a message, but then I told my best friend that she was a starseed from pleiadien, then she started to talk to her. While my best friend said that she knew she wasn't a ordinary girl, but somehow very innocent looking and special, the girl said to me that she knew I wasn't ordinary but special, she knew it at the first moment when we started to talk.

Everything just happen all at once, it was synchronized in a perfectly order. I feel that everyone who have some work to do together as a team is being brought together now. It's time to help each other to shine. We are meant to do the mission that is assigned to us together. Creating a powerful dynamic in the world. 

I can't not wait to meet this lovely girl. She is also a vietnamese. We share the same vietnamese name; Hong Mai. Wow, I feel so blessed to have so many lovely souls as my friends. I hope to meet more people with the same interest so I can share my idea with them.

Have you met anyone special in your life? If yes, cherish that connection, and keep that friend as long as you can. 

My ending of new year was so special, I hope the start of 2016 will be as special as the ending of 2015. Whatever happens on your new year, stay strong and keep faith. 

Blessings

Miracle