Be Free

Ripple after ripple, overflowing with feelings.. emotion, static and motionless. Emotional outburst. Seeing the way with blind eyes, sensing the path with the heart. Stars upon stars circling, twirling around the globe. 

Painting the heart with scars from past events, cracks from the scars opens up light to shine from the soul. Earth needs the sun like I need you. Roaring for attention, but mute when it comes to pain.

I delight and enjoy the flower that blooms by the way side and quench my urge to pick them up and destroy them by the hands. They are beautiful as they are even though they may wither at last and remain as tight buds again in spring.

Spring came and went, so do feelings, they come and go after a dance with the broken heart. Nothing remain the same in eternity. Eternity is a word that longs to be spoken as love is for two couples in love. Eternity is a long time for lovers even if it was for a second. Time can't be measured for those who fully living in the knowing that love is all there is.

Farewell love, summer is over now, but we will meet again, and when that time comes, let us treasure our time together. Let the second become eternity when our eyes meet and our heart mend again from past hurts. Nothing as they say remain the same, maybe we become old, but our soul will always stay young. The soul is wise enough for us to trust it to gives us meaning in the lives we lived.

Nothing would change for the soul, it already knows of the fairy tales that has been shown in our dreams. So, say again our hellos and hug the body tight against each other. We will never part, because we will live in that eternity once our seconds approach us in that single moment. For now, stay bold and be free.

The Unison

In between the hours of loneliness, I feel an attachment to you. You and I was once one, but we got split from each other to experience the 3D world as human beings, but somehow we still are one in some way, because our souls are twinning together in the spirit world. I can feel you as I'm here, even when I dream it seems so real. 

I search for you, every where I go my eyes keeps wander around to look for your presence. How can we be separated for so long and still feel the connection so strong? I hope for an answer, but from where I am, the answer seems so delusional. I hope not to figure out the mystery, however I hunger to understand the mystery we call life. 

I remember the feelings of union with my own soul. I rejoiced to be one with everything, and finally understood and accepted myself for who I was, a true remembrance of myself, my identity. I wish only if I could once again remember that feelings of acceptance and remembrance of myself. Just totally delight in the true being of who I am today. I want to continue the search for this true love that I once had for myself, and then I could love you as you are.

I love you in tears, I love you in denial, and I love you in the between the loneliness. I'm afraid that if I immerge myself so much in loving you that I might forget myself, but if loving you will leads me to the true understanding of love, then forgetting myself won't be a waste. I can see you with close eyes and I can feel you with even a close heart, you are in me, my soul belongs to you from the beginning of time, I have no choice but to be attach to you like skin on your flesh. All I ever wanted to do is to breathe you into my lungs so you can cooperate with my heart to help it beats a lovely song for all to hear. 

They will listen attentively to this song and remember once again about true love, true longing of birds that keeps coming back to the place where there always are spring and sunshine. They will listen fondly to the chirpring of joyful birds, singing in unison for a long lost love that finally reunited.