Anna Knows

Since the day you were gone, I have been thinking of you, but I was never sad, even though I missed all the things we went through together. I missed you and what we had. It's wasn't perfect, but we were building a solid foundation for our friendship, or so I thought. It was sad to see you go, I can't but keep wonder if I will ever see you again.

Everything that you told me about yourself was mostly what I myself had been through. You told me how difficult it was to be there for everyone; your friends and family. You said you didn't have enough energy to spend on others and you didn't know which side of the fence you're standing on when it comes to love. You were also tired of school, but you kept hanging in there, and I guess you still keep it up and do your best. The difference between us is that I'm giving up too easily, when you still hangs on to the most thing you set yourself up to do.

If I had the same willpower that you had, then maybe my life would be different by now. It's not that I complain or anything, I'm doing fine with what I have right now, so there's not much to complaining about. 

Everything is so faint now, memories about you keeps flickering in my mind. Memories, they belong to the past and I think I should keep it there since moving on is my only option.

Anna would know how I feel. She knows that I'm spending my time thinking of you. The thought about you mesmerized me. I thought about our kiss and the tingling sensation when you brush your fingers through my hair or a simple touch of your hand would send me to a far away galaxy. Anna knows all this.

I have been talking to her, so, Anna knows.