Let's Be Playful As Children.

If I was to shine alone, I would shine as bright as I can, so that my dreams won't be dimmed, or be swollen by the mistrust of the mind. I will not loose hope and be in despair to see that this world might turned black and cold endlessly, but I will keep myself open to new possibilities and reach out my hand to people who needs my light.

I'm like a light bulb, been turned on by the love force which encircled around the whole globe at this moment. The universe is my home and I indulge myself in it. I play in the garden of Eden, and gets curious about life. I'm childlike and innocent.

I wonder why would anyone harm a childlike person as I am? I don't understand how the mind can misguide one so much to make one kills or doing harmed to people or even a child. This world needs love, and light, much love is needed to transmute the negativity in the air.

We are one with nature once we are outside, smelling the air and floating with the wind, we're not any different from the trees. We must be rooted to be grounded firmly in the ground, so when the storm comes we would not be uprooted by it but standing firmly on the earth.

Let's reunite with Mother Earth and hers inhabitants. Let's play together in her Garden, let's not chase after the butterflies, but sitting still and let them come and sit on our shoulder. Let's be as children again, playing playfully with each other and shines together into the new heaven on earth.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Return My Love

Return, my love,

You have departed from the shore,

Sailing on your journey away from me.

I'm here, waiting patiently for your return.

Your heart is like jewel

Worth thousands times more than a single breath.

Return, my love,

Your home is here;

Heart-shaped inside of me.

Your light shines like a gemstone

In rainbow colors when the sunbeams shines on it.

You're shining as a beacon afar from shore,

When you departed, my love,

My heart skipped a beat in loneliness,

You must please return.

Will you return back to where you have longed to dwell;

Your heart-shaped temple -

Please return, my love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Being Vulnerable - Unbreakable

Beloved,

I'm moved by the thoughts of love, lovely thoughts embedded in my heart. It keeps me in alignment with the familiar feelings of fresh new sun beams, caressing and cuddling me to awaken to a soft morning. My being is like a flower who needs nourishment and love to flourish.

I might be breakable by the touch of a lover, like a fragile crystal vase when it's broken, it's hard to mend. But my divine heart is not like a crystal vase, it's like a sponge absorbing every last bit of love into itself. Perhaps I can open myself up and let myself be vulnerable to know that I will not be harmed in any way.

Being vulnerable is not at all a bad thing, but if I keep trying to mend my human heart anew I might get hurt by the sharp pieces that were left there on the ground.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

The Laughter of Innocence Children

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Eye of Prince, I miss your flute.. please play for me.

Eye of Prince: Once upon a time, in a Land of songs. There Lived a girl, who's songs were so beautiful that all others who sang, were still and silent once she began. Her name was amaia))))(((her voice created butterflies from thin air, tears from heaven, in fact, one day God the Father sent her a boy with a magic flute to play as she sang, for he missed her so. Now everyday, that Boy plays and she sings to the seventh heaven, and The earth became a paradise as it was when all began. We all Lived happily ever after, floating as butterflies.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: I will sing the song of heaven while I listen to your flute. We create dynamic feelings within our core by our songs to Father God. Let heaven return to earth while we cover our mother earth into sleep. I want to sing, I want to dance, I want to fly with my butterfly wings, flutter around the flowers... I want to float on air and rest my wings on the clouds.

Eye of Prince: AHhhh already you are all you wish to be (((((LOVE))) shines so pure through your eyes, jasper from the soil) (((white garments of saints cover yóu)))))) there is a ladder to the beating heart of heaven, hold my hand sistar, let us go into the dreaming eye of GOD. See the worlds within unfold like orchids in the wild morning, taste the juices of fruits in venusian gardens. Open your mouth, taste the purple rain!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh, you dance so well, the earth is quaking with rhythm. Eye see her feet, moving as one with yours... Harp so beautiful, a hole in the sky is full of cupid and his friends!! Golden arrows set upon man and woman, all must Love, for you are breathing!

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: With a love so pure and bright, we shines like shimmering snowflakes through the night. White fairy dust cover our skins and make it smooth as a baby face. Haha, it's humorous to be able to be silly.. let's laugh and enjoy our life to the fullest!!

Eye of Prince: ((((((((((Yah)))))))))))))

Crystallized ƸӜƷ: Sunshines and love, keeps me in alignment with the familiar feelings of fresh new sun beams, caressing and cuddling me to awaken to a soft morning. I can hear the laughter of innocence children playing outside, it is such glorious morning.

Ocean Of Love

Beloved,

I'm floating on air - sky high. Deep down I know that I will fall, fall into love and let myself sweep off my feet by the glorious sky. I immerse myself in your love pool and drink all that I can drink.

"I want to bombard you with my love to make sure that you get enough."

Everything in this world is not only black and white. The skies can go from pink to violet and from violet to golden light. This world is colorful once you put on your love glasses and sees with your inner eyes.

When you dip into the ocean of love, bathing yourself in joy and delight, you will find how smooth the water makes your skin to feel, and once you get back to shore, your heart will absorb every love vapor that is left into itself to lessen your thirst for more love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

You're My Miracle

Beloved,

Now that we're about to merge as one, I'll with my harp, dedicate a special song from my heart space sanctuary to you. This is the overtone of truth and unconditional love I desire for you to hear. I just want to make it simple, because I know you won't likely understand that much of what I'm saying if I complicate it with words and phrases. When the world is too much and people judge your actions, remember to dive deeper into my ocean. Throw yourself into my arms where you will find comfort and encouragement to continue your long hard journey back to your inner shrine of Miracle.

I kept my promises, as your lover, I've always been there watching over you. I've seen your tears when nobody seems to understand why you're crying, but I understand the reasons and your frustration. Your longing for me has made you depressed and I saw your desperate need to be loved and accepted. You isolated yourself in a corner to protect your inner light, me, but there's no need to hide yourself in the shadow any longer my dear. I ensure you that I know who you are. There's no need to be someone you're not. You've been sealed off and trapped by the ego self, and I'm here knocking on your heart to tell you that I'm home, embrace me into your being, believe in Miracles, and you will be who you are meant to be.

Who else are you going to be but Miracle?

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

A Beacon

Dear Beloved,

Because of my curiosity I've reached the point of true knowledge. Love is my knowledge and freedom is efficacious to my soul. Bad habits seem to fall away by the wayside. I rise yet again to a new morning of glory and meaningful moments embedded in my memories. New memories are like snowflakes melting in my mind and they're stored like healing water inside my heart where happy tears joined together to create a healing river through my eyes.

I understand how wonderful life is when everything flows easily without me trying to control my own fate. Fate is my life and this too goes hand in hand. I created my life just the way I want, with light and love. My life is one with all lives. One with nature, one with small creatures as tiny as a bug.

Butterfly lives for short while, but in a significant way. They created harmony in the nature and leaves traces of fairy dust wherever they fly. We are like the butterflies, but we haven't seen ourselves as butterflies, because we're still frightened of our transformation from a caterpillar to a butterfly. We must first accumulated lots of healing energy to create a cocoon to feel protected before we can see our own transformation being transmuted from fear to love. We are the butterflies, and there are no reasons to reject the thoughts of fear.

Fear is only a wayshower, it gives us more insight on how to choose a better life once we see it for what it is; it acts only as a barrier to secure us from harming ourselves. Why would we want to harm ourselves when we know that love is behind our fear making sure that we won't be harmed by false ideas about ourselves. Love is surely within our heart, it is our divinity we are protecting with our strength.

We don't need fear to create more havoc in our lives, but to gently move it away from the wayside. Fear is like the potholes we see on our path, and when we see it, we rather choose to walk around it than falling into it. Because love will make sure that we will follow our path with ease and joy. It whispers sweet wisdom into our ears. We must be silence and listen well before we take another step further along the road. We will not fall if we were to be guided by our own heart. Love will make us meager but not at all weak, because it's our strength we are carrying within us.

Love are we, we are love. Then fear is nothing great to be feared, because love is far greater than any emotion. It's more than emotion alone, it's fuel to drive our souls further into the higher realms. If we wait long enough to let love talk through our hearts, we will be enlightened and more in tune with the universe. Love is what sustains us, it takes one barrier at a time away from our hearts. We had built enough walls and isolated ourselves long enough. It's time to leap through the fence of ignorance and arrogance and be as a beacon to enlighten our next generation. We are adequate enough to live a momentous life of our own. They're worth all the effort we are here to make; Heaven on Earth.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Jeg Elsker Deg

Kjære Elskede,

Jeg surfer på kjærlighetsbølgene inn i ditt hjerte min elskede, for selv om jeg ikke kan svømme, og bølgene er store, vil jeg fortsatt står med stødig bein på bølgene. Jeg vil la den ene bølgen etter den andre bringe meg nærmere deg.

Kjærlighet er det jeg har og kjærlighet er det jeg gir. Jeg ønsker ikke å gjøre noe annet enn å be, be for ditt velvære og din trygghet. Jeg drømmer ikke mye enn å bringe fred til verden og lykke til mine søster og brødrer. Drømmen kan være uvirkelig, men virkelig nok til å realiseres. Alt jeg har igjen er bare noen få ord, ord som kan beskrive det jeg føler, men tre ord er nok for å kunne beskrive kjærligheten; Jeg elsker deg.

Men vet vi egentlig hva "jeg elsker deg" bety? Det er så lett å si ordene, men er det lett å følge den? Hvorfor har det vært slik at vi slutter å elske etter en stund når forholdet går dårlig? Det er kanskje ikke kjæresten vår vi har elsket, men følelsen av å være forelsket? Vi slutter aldri å elske, selv om forholdet kan ta en slutt. Kanskje det er oss selv vi bør elske først slik at vi kan gi mer mening til de tre ordene "jeg elsker deg"

Jeg mener fremdeles at ubetinget kjærlighet varer evig og det er den som er ekte. Hva annet ville vi gjøre hvis vi ikke elske oss selv først? Vi vil visstnok elsker et annet menneske også, men vi må først være ærlig med oss selv om den kjærligheten vi gir er rent og ekte. Og ikke er betinget med at den andre skal forandre seg enn da vi først møte dem. Da kunne vi like godt ha funnet vært sammen med et annet menneske som er akkurat slik vi vil at de skal være.

Vi kan ikke forlange våre elskede å elske oss ved å prosjisere vår frykt på ham/henne. De har nok med deres egne. Men det vi prosjisere er det vi må lære å elske i oss selv. For det vi ser utenfor oss, er det som er inni oss.

Kunne du tenker deg å forandre deg selv til ære for din egen elskede? Og ikke forlange at hun/han skal alltid være der 100% hele tiden for at du skal kunne føler deg elsket. For noen ganger kan vi stenger våre kjære inn i et hjørne og gir dem en byrde å bære på. Det er vår egen frykt på at de skal forlate oss, men hvis du ikke bekymre deg over det, er det rett og slett en bra ting, men fortsetter å lære av dine egne opplevelser uansett hva som kommer til å skje med deg.

Jeg kan skjønner at de ville ha nok gjort alt for å se oss leve et lykkelig liv, men det er ikke deres ansvar, det er vårt eget ansvar å se til at vi er lykkelige i hverdagen. Vi må kanskje også være ærlig med hverandre i et forhold for at den skal kunne fungeres. Ærlighet og åpenhet om følelsene, men når et forhold tar slutt, så er det vel slutt. Det er ikke mye vi kan gjøre med saken, bortsett fra å fortsette å leve. Vi gjør det tross alt for den vi elsker. Forsørger på at vi skal kunne leve et bra og lykkelig liv, hvem vet, kanskje de vender tilbake og ønsker oss i deres liv igjen.

Jeg aner ikke hva jeg skriver om. Det føles ut som mange kan sliter å være åpen og ærlig i et forhold noen ganger. Mest når vi er sjalu og frykter for å ende opp alene. Ensomhet er det som griper taket i de som frykter for å miste.

Jeg er visstnok en av dem, men jeg har lært å elske uselvisk og ubetinget. For jeg elsker en akkurat nå, uten så mye som å være sammen med henne. Vi er ikke i et forhold, men jeg klarer ikke å la være elske henne for det om. Det er visstnok enveis kjærlighet, men kjærlighet er kjærlighet, en vei eller to vei.. samme hvilken vei, jeg går ihvertfall ikke tilbake i mitt ord og utsagn - jeg elsker deg.

Utgivelse av Kjærlighetsbrevene.

Jeg jobber med å utgi en bok for tiden, og har ikke vært så aktiv med å skrive på bloggen. Jeg har heller ikke mye å skrive om, siden jeg vil at bloggen min skal kun være om kjærlighet. Jeg har mange ganger tvilt på meg selv når det gjelder å utgi bok. Jeg kunne trengt meg den støtten hos alle nå for å styrke min egen indre tro på at jeg kan klare det.

Det er virkelig mye jobbing med å skrive en bok. Redigering og editering f.eks. Det tar veldig mye tid før boken er helt fullkommen. Jeg vet ellers ikke hva jeg skal skrive om nå for tiden. Alt går sin gang, og jeg ønsker å være en bra forfatter. Jeg liker veldig godt å skrive, og når inspirasjonen er der skrive jeg først og fremst fra hjertet.

Jeg er forelsket og er enda forelsket i en og samme person. Jeg vet ikke hvorfor jeg ville nevner det her, men det er visstnok en grunn for at alle disse kjærlighetsbrevene kommer fra. Jeg elsker henne så meget at jeg har dedikert hele boka for henne. Kunne du noen gang tenkt deg å gjøre noe slik for den du elsker? Jeg trodde aldri selv at jeg ville gjort noe slik, men det føles veldig riktig. Det er det kjærligheten gjør med oss. Den får oss til å gi fra oss med et rent hjerte.

Hva annet kan jeg si, dagene kan være tungere enn andre dager, men alt i alt går jeg mot målet mitt med selvtillit til at ting vil ordne seg for det beste.

Crystallized ƸӜƷ