Oh Lover

Why oh' why, my lover, have you left me solely to myself?
Why oh' why, my lover, have you abandon me all alone?

Where oh' where should I go now,
Where oh' where should I turn too,

Oh my lover would you ever come back by my side?
I miss you so.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Kiss The Rain

Almighty I am, I might not know much, but I know at least how far my love can reach, it reach through the veils of surrealistic dreams. I hope someday, I might get a chance to prove how much I love in total.

I pull out my heart just to see how many holes there're in it and to my amazement I couldn't find one single hole, but I can see the holes that were torn out has been replaced by another piece of fragment of someone else's heart.

For each passing day, I take a moment to pray for my beloved, I hope her wishes will all come true and her days will be filled with joy.

Right now I'm living in a cocoon, I lavish myself in the sun and hot-floating air of love with my family. I'm truly affected by their affection towards me. They all give me the supportment that I need to grow stronger in my own power to discern what's the best for me and what's not.

Time seems to fly faster than I have expected.... many things seems to change as well. I'm surprised that some bond has been cut off without a single trace of change. We all change in different pace, but we're going in the same direction, the road, the path to live a whole and perfect life. We're going in the same direction back to our source - the central Sun.

What else is there to do than kissing the rain and dancing in the sun, now that I have so much time of my own to reflect and philosophize the rest of the day.

Someone, please give me something to think about.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Tear Drops

I keep in my heart a promise,
A promise of tomorrow.

The wind cast away my love for you,

Everything seems so elusive.

Raindrops become snowflakes,

The mind keep preaching about a haunting past.

Raindrops, raindrops,

How come the snow still floating down from the heavenly sky.

Snowflakes slowly transformed to tear drops.

Cold storm froze my heart to hailstone.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Sweet Memories

Sometimes I caught myself in deep thoughts. Thoughts about the past. I still remember the sweet memories about young love. My age has override my youth, I'm getting older and see things differently than I used to. Where has that time gone to? I feel like I want to live once again in those sweet magnificent years with my friends.

Right now I'm no longer near them, the gap between us is wider than before since I had moved away from the City, but it is not all bad, I found myself at peace and there's no longer mind chattering that keep me down. I feel so liberated.

I really want to re-live the time where I keep my friends near me, and talk to them from my heart-space sanctuary. I lost some friends, the bond between us is broken, somehow I wish I could retrieve back that time so I can say or do things differently, but that time is over now.. there's no longer possible to undo what I had done and said. We seems to live in different space and time also. All I wish is that they live happily and are in good health.

There's not much to complain about, and I'm not the type to complain. Time changes the heart of mankind, and everyone is reaching a higher consciousness. My work is done for now, I attain the peace I wished for and there's no raging war inside me. Isn't that what we all wish for? I hope most people will find and attain that peace for themselves, just like I did.

Love conquer all. There's no obstacle that love can't defeat. Really, love is the only power to overcome the most obstacles that men are struggling with. I want to keep my faith and sanity, just so I can keep up with the time ahead, at least I know I'm not alone anymore.

The sun is shinning brightly these days, melting away the snow. Spring is here to stay for awhile before summer set in. I'm looking for the laughter of children, playing outside with their friends, and I will reminisce the time I was a kid myself, playing with my friends.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Unchanging

It doesn't matter if the sun never appear or the rain keeps falling. It doesn't matter if the weather keep changing, my love for you will never decrease, the wind may stand still and the leaves on the tree may wither and die, but I will remain as the air you're breathing, that way my love will never change.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Let's Be Playful As Children.

If I was to shine alone, I would shine as bright as I can, so that my dreams won't be dimmed, or be swollen by the mistrust of the mind. I will not loose hope and be in despair to see that this world might turned black and cold endlessly, but I will keep myself open to new possibilities and reach out my hand to people who needs my light.

I'm like a light bulb, been turned on by the love force which encircled around the whole globe at this moment. The universe is my home and I indulge myself in it. I play in the garden of Eden, and gets curious about life. I'm childlike and innocent.

I wonder why would anyone harm a childlike person as I am? I don't understand how the mind can misguide one so much to make one kills or doing harmed to people or even a child. This world needs love, and light, much love is needed to transmute the negativity in the air.

We are one with nature once we are outside, smelling the air and floating with the wind, we're not any different from the trees. We must be rooted to be grounded firmly in the ground, so when the storm comes we would not be uprooted by it but standing firmly on the earth.

Let's reunite with Mother Earth and hers inhabitants. Let's play together in her Garden, let's not chase after the butterflies, but sitting still and let them come and sit on our shoulder. Let's be as children again, playing playfully with each other and shines together into the new heaven on earth.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ

Return My Love

Return, my love,

You have departed from the shore,

Sailing on your journey away from me.

I'm here, waiting patiently for your return.

Your heart is like jewel

Worth thousands times more than a single breath.

Return, my love,

Your home is here;

Heart-shaped inside of me.

Your light shines like a gemstone

In rainbow colors when the sunbeams shines on it.

You're shining as a beacon afar from shore,

When you departed, my love,

My heart skipped a beat in loneliness,

You must please return.

Will you return back to where you have longed to dwell;

Your heart-shaped temple -

Please return, my love.

- Crystallized ƸӜƷ