Sometimes I caught myself in deep thoughts. Thoughts about the past. I still remember the sweet memories about young love. My age has override my youth, I'm getting older and see things differently than I used to. Where has that time gone to? I feel like I want to live once again in those sweet magnificent years with my friends.
Right now I'm no longer near them, the gap between us is wider than before since I had moved away from the City, but it is not all bad, I found myself at peace and there's no longer mind chattering that keep me down. I feel so liberated.
I really want to re-live the time where I keep my friends near me, and talk to them from my heart-space sanctuary. I lost some friends, the bond between us is broken, somehow I wish I could retrieve back that time so I can say or do things differently, but that time is over now.. there's no longer possible to undo what I had done and said. We seems to live in different space and time also. All I wish is that they live happily and are in good health.
There's not much to complain about, and I'm not the type to complain. Time changes the heart of mankind, and everyone is reaching a higher consciousness. My work is done for now, I attain the peace I wished for and there's no raging war inside me. Isn't that what we all wish for? I hope most people will find and attain that peace for themselves, just like I did.
Love conquer all. There's no obstacle that love can't defeat. Really, love is the only power to overcome the most obstacles that men are struggling with. I want to keep my faith and sanity, just so I can keep up with the time ahead, at least I know I'm not alone anymore.
The sun is shinning brightly these days, melting away the snow. Spring is here to stay for awhile before summer set in. I'm looking for the laughter of children, playing outside with their friends, and I will reminisce the time I was a kid myself, playing with my friends.
- Crystallized ƸӜƷ
